My bf said he don’t wanna kiss me for awhile because he don’t feel good and that it was a bit weird and I got depressed and started crying. I get really sad about everything and always feel like some thing bad is gonna happen, I also get mad and aggravated easily.. what is this? can I treat it?
You may have a type of depression, you should seek professional help. Start by talking to a trusted adult.
Why do the ups and downs of life require treatment or medication? Find some purpose in your life. Make an unselfish contribution to society. Keep yourself occupied by working, finding a hobby, sports anything but too much time on your hands and a whole society full of people that you think are living a gilded life.
It sounds like being a teenager. Try to find something else to do rather than just sit and brood on the whims of some boy- do your schoolwork, read a great book, get a hobby.